So I managed 36 days clean then a old friend came over and the temptation was to much and we ended up doing a couple of grams! I'm so cross with my self. I thought I was going great. Hadn't thought about it in days. Now I need to start all over again. Staying clean was easy when I kept myself at home and away from friends that use. But when it was put in front of me it was just to much. I feel so defeated by this drug. How can I beat it?