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Josh111187
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Josh111187

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Going to bed happy that this is the first fathers day I will remember. Jun 17, 2018 at 7:04 PM

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      Josh111187
      Going to bed happy that this is the first fathers day I will remember.
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      Josh111187
      Working to create fond memories to replace those that I wish I could forget.
    3. Josh111187
      Josh111187
      17.5mg of Valium and feeling good. I'm so close to 0mgs I am looking forward to seeing life like I was meant to see it!
    4. Josh111187
      Josh111187
      Down to only 20mg of valium today and so far so good!
    5. Josh111187
      Josh111187
      Going to bed before midnight,maybe. No I'm going to bed at 3am that gives me time to read this new book I bought today.
    6. Josh111187
      Josh111187
      Happy for no reason at all! Its a great feeling too!
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      Josh111187
      Starting to have moments of such clarity, and they are becoming increasingly frequent. Wow what a ride this is but I'm still hanging on!!!
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      Josh111187
      Praising Jesus because I'm having major cravings, that means only one thing...I'm not using!
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      Josh111187
      I am currently stabilized on Subutex and Valium and am slowly tapering off under a psychiatrists care.
      1. Josh111187
        Josh111187
        I still trying to find a way to keep everyone updated on a daily basis on how my taper goes as I've never seen anyone do this WHILE coming off the meds only how it was afterwards. I think a lot of feelings might be lost or forgotten doing it this way.
        May 9, 2018
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    Home page:
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    Location:
    Atl Ga
    Occupation:
    Farming and land clearing.
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    • I’m in Recovery
    Hi I'm 30 years old and I never thought I would be happy to be back at my parents house. But I am because I was homeless for 2 years, spending every waking moment doing anything and everything I could to get a shot of dope. Long story short I am now 52 days clean. But I want my life back and I'm scared of the final taper and eventual jump to nothing. I can't afford another relapse. I should be dead Dr. has no explanation for how I am alive. God saved my life so I want to live drug free and serve Him, and be there for my son.