Hi. Thanks for that. I am taking 30-40 mg of oxy. I stop. I start and so on . I’m a professional w a good family and the pills don’t interfere w my life , but I’m scared. I’m scared that I can’t keep myself off of. I hate that I need them to carry through my difficult days. I never feel like this fit in NA so I am just upset that I was ok for a while and now I’m not