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I've Lost Myself..... Aug 8, 2018

Trying_To_Cope was last seen:
Aug 12, 2018
    1. True concern
      True concern
      Haven't heard from you in awhile I pray your doing good.If you get a chance please let us know.Take Care and God Bless
    2. True concern
      True concern
      Good morning to you, I hope your day is going well
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        I'm not having a good day so far. I just posted a "checking in Thread"

        Very sweet of you to ask. Hope you're day is going great so far.
        Aug 9, 2018
    3. Trying_To_Cope
      I've Lost Myself.....
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    • I’m Seeking Help for a Friend or Family Member
    I had never tried a drug as a teenager or young adult. I didn't start becoming a problem child until I was in my late 20's. I had a coke addiction and then a pill addiction that I got through myself. I've never been to rehab or had a dr's help. I overcame both by myself. I pat myself on the back for quitting, but it didn't make me feel strong at all. Now that I can't self medicate, its like all my emotions are out of wake and I need them equaled out. Since i chose to get through my addictions without the help of a professional, I'm in this cycle of trying to doctor myself. I have to find myself again. Where is the girl that was full of life, positive, funny, a personality that totally made up for what i lacked in the "pretty" department. Its a hard damn pill to swallow. I ask myself, Will I ever be able to find her again"?

    I've been through it and seen it all. Now, for the first time, I'm reaching out, not because I need help with an addiction, but because someone I love has become something diabolical and I cant sit back and do nothing. Since he's not ready for help. I appreciate any advice to my sad stories in regards to him and HOW I'M SUPPOSE TO COPE....


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