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You are at a breaking point. A plateau. This is your brain on drugs. It finally drove you crazy. It's defeatist. Stop while you're still alive.
You messed up. Gotta start over now. You know you gotta change people places and things right?
I have been paranoid too and it's no longer fun....I look forward to hearing the advice but I'd say paranoia is reaching a whole new plateau