I have been an a daily user of meth since 89. I got clean 2 times. (I was in prison) both times were 9 months or less.so that's 18 months (maybe) in 30 yrs. I was diagnosed bipolar with dissassociative disorder and manic depressive tendencies. Was placed on psych meds lithium,lithionate, and temazepam,diazepam, lorazepam, effexor and Zoloft. I continued using meth . eventually stopped taking the psych meds and continued my meth use. It's now 15 +yrs later and I am using about a sixteenth a day. I am a "functioning " addict. Meaning I have a home, car, job, and family who have no idea I am still actively using. But now I have to quit. I caught a case 2 yrs ago, and it's finally caught up to me. I have to quit, I'm too old to go to prison again, that's for youngsters lol. I have to be able to work, and function, how do I detox without everything going to hell?