Does anyone here do Ketamine? Initially I had been taking around 200mg on my own in my room, putting my favorite psychedelic music on and going into the "K-hole" for a round of self-discovery and vivid curiosities - Going through an indescribable wormhole, seeing the most interesting and bewildering things - Walls with textures and patterns more defined than the real eye can muster as well as many more incredible sights. Recently I have become more dependent on the substance - Whenever I am having a bad day (which are coming on thick and fast these days) I get home and don't even weight it out anymore, I just do it by eye and take the ket to get away from real life (I could take from anywhere to 300-600mg of S-Isomer Ketamine) There hasn't been a day where I haven't thought about ket for at least 6 months now and i'm growing increasingly volatile with my doses/emotions. I go to university but I feel this drug is taking over my life to the point where i'm ashamed of myself. I told myself I would never get addicted but It seems I have failed in that assumption. I don't wan't to tell my family because I feel it's more drama than it's worth. I need some suggestions P.S. I have always had an addictive personality, playing video games incessantly as well as bi-daily masturbation.