My spouse admitted to be last night that he has been using cocaine for over a year now. I had my suspicions but I didn't know what was his drug of choice. He had a problem with it in the past. I felt sick to my stomachs when he told me. I thought we could work things out with his alcohol addiction but now I just feel numb. I am so disappointed in him. He needs to get help and he needs to get it now. Am I wrong to just want to give up on him, to just walk away? I know he needs my love and support but mentally and physically I don't feel I can do it. I feel anger, hurt, confusion....I've been crying since he told me. I just feel emotionally exhausted. He has made life hell for so long. I just don't understand addiction.