I've been commenting on posts on this website for quite a while now, but I really haven't talked about my own situation. I though that it might look petty to some. But so far, I've grown quite comfortable here. So, this is my story. I came from a really bad breakup and I was so attached to this man that when we separated, I was left with nothing. I felt like I was nothing and I spent all my days crying, down and depressed. I started resorting to alcohol as a way to cope. I would drink everyday and go home at around 3am or 4am, barely able to walk straight. There was even a time that I almost passed out just outside of our house. It scared my mom every time considering that I'm a girl and I behave this way. But for me, I like the feeling that being drunk gives me. I used it as an escape. I haven't recovered yet, but the drinking sessions have become less frequent. I just hope that I can feel better in the next few days so that I won't have the resort to drinking anymore.