Hello everybody , I am a male in his mid 50's, addicted to crack. I've been smoking it once a week for about 10 years, actually on the drug for 20 years. I'm at the point that I start and want to stop, hate it, but can't . All the rehab places near by mainly treat heroine , or they treat people with DWI's and are there because they have to. I know I should go impatient but I'm afraid of losing my job. I need someone to talk to but can't afford it. Family hates me, barely keeping my job. Don't know what to do. Sorry if this does not make any sense, I just really would like to talk with someone .