There's this tendency of me to overly indulge myself in everything that I'm doing and intaking both in my head and in my mouth. The problem is they make me self-destructive. At first they are good, but later on they become damageable to me to the point that I neglect my responsibilities just to meet my obsession with those that I do. The problem with me is that I'm at my rational mind, and not under the influence of any substances or in an altered state. So it's not in my knowledge of how I'm going to resolve this dilemma.