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At my wit's end...... frustrated with boyfriend's addiction

Discussion in 'Helping an Addicted Friend' started by nurse02, Feb 22, 2018.

  1. nurse02

    nurse02 Member

    So my boyfriend of 4 years was addicted to opiates after a back injury. He's been going to a pain clinic for about 5 yrs and taking Zubsolv and he is on a pretty low dose now. (1.4 mg I believe) The problem is he takes more than he should and ends up running out before the month is up. So then what does he do? He switches back to norcos until his next Dr appt. He has been spending a ridiculous amount of money buying norcos or percocets from this person he knows that sells them. Last month alone spent over $500 extra doing this! He usually saves his urine early in the month in case he gets drug tested at the clinic and that way he passes the drug screen. Not only this but I also found out a few months ago that he has been shooting the Zubsolv up (he's very knowledgeable about drugs and so he uses cotton to filter it out before injecting it so he doesn't go into withdrawal.) I was mortified when I found this out as I realize how dangerous this habit is!!! It made me sick to think he was putting himself at risk this way. It's gotten to the point that even in the summer he won't wear long sleeves because he's afraid someone will see his track marks. Surprisingly his don't really look obvious or scared up but he is ruining his veins and putting himself at risk obviously. I've tried to help him but he refuses to get any counseling or help with this. He lies constantly about money and running out of pills but I check the phone records and see who he calls and his bank account and when he's running out of pills. He says he wants to be off everything but I don't believe him. I feel like he is equally addicted to the act of "shooting up" as well as the opiates. I am so worried about his future and health. I've even threatened to leave him or call his Dr or family, but he becomes furious when I say these things. I love him but don't know what to do anymore, he is ruining our finances and has destroyed all my trust in him. Its gotten to the point that all he does is manipulate and lie about everything. It makes me so sad that he has become this person and I just don't know what to do anymore...... Any advice would be welcomed....... thanks in advance.
  2. Dominica

    Dominica Recovery Advocate @ Moving Beyond Codependency Community Listener

    @nurse02 hello there. thanks for sharing. i'm sorry you are going through this. it's challenging to be with an addict. i wish he wanted to get some help... b/c he doesn't, you are faced with making some hefty decisions regarding your future. do you want to keep living like this? of course not....

    if it were me, i'd find myself a good support group and go regularly. al-anon, nar-anon or codependents anonymous. there are others there in the same shoes who can offer support and encouragement. YOU can go crazy when your partner is an addict that won't get help. easy to fall into the codependency trap, so learning about codependency recovery can help.

    is his continued use a deal breaker? if so, that's a boundary you may really have to set and keep. not easy, i know.

    take care of you.... so easy to get wrapped up in their lose yourself and your peace of mind. that's not fair. YOU deserve to have what you want and need in a relationship....

    there's a good book called, Beyond Addiction: How Science and Kindness Help People Change. Great read to help you and him... :)

    Does this help?
  3. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    It is absolutely false that you do not withdrawal if you use cotton,the cotton does serve as a filter for the solids that don't break down in man made chemicals.That alone is the purpose of cotton i shot dope for 15 years and it's hard to tell because I have good veins so i always got contact,however after 15 years of this scare tissue does build up and compress the vein increasing many health risks.Stay Strong and God Bless Take Care
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