so im currently on my 5th day awake but ended up helping my uncle moved and he had started doing it recently, i avoided him as much as i could but im the big guy who always helps people move or carry ****. so it inevitably changed and i remember thinking "damn well, i guess ill see where the night goes. but while saying it really hoping id resist. 2 days ago i had a realization when my buddy told me to not let him do it at my place, then when he asked it wasnt a fun situation to be in when i told him no. im a man of my word. my brother who i had a bad falling out with finally let me into his life a bit after 6 years. just becuz i had been sober and had drive n life. i dont wanna **** that up. we were really close. if i keep doing this crap then id be just be setting myself up for the fall. i smashed my pipe, flushed the bag and really want to stick with this but since i been on one i dont want it to be the drugs talking. thats why i came here. ive hated the stuff for so long b4 i even quit idk wtf, when that junky in ur head clicks.......advice always welcome or if anyone going thru something similar, we got this!