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bad relapse after 2 years of doing really good.

Discussion in 'Methamphetamine / Meth' started by ImSikOfIt, Sep 2, 2018.

  1. ImSikOfIt

    ImSikOfIt Member

    so im currently on my 5th day awake but ended up helping my uncle moved and he had started doing it recently, i avoided him as much as i could but im the big guy who always helps people move or carry ****. so it inevitably changed and i remember thinking "damn well, i guess ill see where the night goes. but while saying it really hoping id resist. 2 days ago i had a realization when my buddy told me to not let him do it at my place, then when he asked it wasnt a fun situation to be in when i told him no. im a man of my word. my brother who i had a bad falling out with finally let me into his life a bit after 6 years. just becuz i had been sober and had drive n life. i dont wanna **** that up. we were really close. if i keep doing this crap then id be just be setting myself up for the fall. i smashed my pipe, flushed the bag and really want to stick with this but since i been on one i dont want it to be the drugs talking. thats why i came here. ive hated the stuff for so long b4 i even quit idk wtf, when that junky in ur head clicks.......advice always welcome or if anyone going thru something similar, we got this!
  2. Dominica

    Dominica Author, Writer, Recovery Advocate Community Listener

    @ImSikOfIt hello and welcome! thanks for reaching out. i'm glad you are ready to call it quits!! i hope you're getting some good rest at the moment... 5 days! there are some great people here who will cheer you on to remain please reach out anytime!!
  3. deanokat

    deanokat Community Organizer Community Listener

    Welcome to the community, @ImSikOfIt. I'm happy you found us.

    You said you did really good for 2 years, so I'm thinking you can get back on the right path and start a new streak. Good for you for smashing your pipe and flushing the bag. What about going to a support group meeting? Is that something you could do? It might help you stay focused on your goal.

    There are a lot of caring folks here, and we're all pulling for you. Big time. Please know that you can reach out and lean on us for help, support, or just a listening ear, whenever you need to. You can do this, my friend!!!
  4. Dominica

    Dominica Author, Writer, Recovery Advocate Community Listener

    @ImSikOfIt Hey there. Just wanted to pop in and say hello to you. How are you doing? Please know that we're here for you anytime. we are truly rooting for you to live the kind of life that you really desire. Reach out if you need help or just want to chat.
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