Hi, I hope all are well and staying focused and strong. I however am on day 15 and having a really tough day just thinking too much, mainly about all the wrongs I have done the guilt and the misery that I’ve caused through my alcohol addiction. I’m feeling sorry for myself basically and I don’t want to!!! I’ve given up before lasted 4 months and went back to drinking, I’m fearful of going back down that road again, I don’t want to leave the house, have no motivation just want to curl up and die to be honest !!