This might sound weird. I have had an addiction to "anxiety", it kind of keeps me in my comfort zone. Whenever I would do a driving test, or do something new, get out there and try a new experience, sometimes I feel really afraid and I would remain anxious because I "fear" the feeling of not being anxious because I got too used to anxiety, ugh. What do I do honestly? Did anybody else struggle with what I did, or am I not normal?