Hi, I am 3 1/2 years sober from drugs and alcohol. I am in a 12 step program and seek outside psychiatric help for bipolar disorder anxiety and ADHD. Even though I do those things I still struggle with self destructive behavior and negative self talk. I recently found myself compulsively shopping online. To the point where it has financially hurt my family. Before I was involved in drugs and alcohol I had an eating disorder for many years. I just seem to have this pattern of trading one addiction for another. I’m trying to figure out what the void is I’m trying to fill with food, drugs, alcohol & shopping. There has to be a piece of the puzzle missing in my recovery that I keep repeating compulsive behaviors. Does anyone have any advice on how not to be just drug and alcohol free, but truly free from addiction in general?