I have completely withdrew my desire to go to the casino. If I had thousands of thousands of dollars and you dropped me off at a casino I'd come out with a job application. That's the mindset I had before I was cut down by a semi truck that wanted to text and drive. I was out applying for jobs when suddenly on my way home a semi slammed into the back of me into another car, crushing me between the car in front of me. My car is totaled and where I live there is no way to get to work. No bus. Not even a taxi that will come out this far. All because of someones irresponsibility I have been cut down in the middle of getting my life back together. I destroyed my life at the casino. My job was willing to take me back and I can't go back. I have no car. This time it's not even my fault. I am running a hosting business soon from my bedroom. I am hoping that it will help me enough to eat at least. I am also offering a month of hosting for free with a 5$ donation.