Hello everyone ! Please forgive me if i will make some writing mistakes i am foreigner and self learner.I am so happy that this forum exists .I hope i will get some answers at my questions . Ok let’s start.So i met a nice charming guy 4 years ago when i was a baby in US and felt very lonely .He wAs doing coke back then ,i never did before so he gave me one line .I was doing coke from time to time with him ,in 4 years but i am not addicted and i will never buy .Like now i have 2 months since I sniffed the last time. The problem is him .Everytime when he does coke (and he does it like at last 3 times a week) he becomes very wired.He things i am an vampire and he asked me to pull my fangs out .At first when he told me 4 years ago i tought that he is crazy but i loved him and i start researching and i figure it out it s cocaine that talks.And alcohol .He always drinks beer or vodka mixing with cocaine.After this episode, he become more wired ,asking me to cut him with razor blades, sticking with glue razor blades under my nails,cutting me amd cutting himself. The episode with the vampire teeth never stopped .I am trying to find an answer for all this halutination and sometimes i am wondering if he is gone forever . Few days ago i broke up with him ,when i found out he was cheating.I am scared that he is so gone and he might sleep with amynody and i can get a sexual disease.Even i love him i have to let this go is ruining my life also . Thank you !