It is not always easy to stay sober and that will be something that you will have to face for the rest of your life, what you need to remember is that you have a life to live now and that is thanks to giving up on something that could have ended you altogether. Some days are bad some days good but you take them as they come and with the hard days and your weakest moments, always remember that you have survived something that nobody thought you would get through and at your weakest moment know that you are strong and your darkest hour know that you are not alone. Take the time each day to celebrate your life and thank the heavens above for your second chance to have the life you wished for. Always remember that there is someone out there that can listen to you, stand by you and help you through the moments when you feel down but while you do feel down and you feel alone......look up and take a deep breath and appreciate that you are able to do so!! and who made that possible......you!