I feel like I am in the fight of my life right now. I went cold turkey from tramadol, taking my last two pills on Halloween. I have been taking a mid-level dose of about 100-250 mg a day for 4 years. No one knows so I am hiding my w/d from my husband and three young kids. I have tried to stop in the past but failed with the taper method so I decided to just quit. I have one refill left that I plan on not picking up as these past few days have been hell. Just looking for help from others that have come out on the other side. I’m worried about dealing with these feeling for 6+ months with a full time job and three kids. I am so disappointed in myself for getting into this situation and going it alone is really tough. But I am determined this time.