@kgord I will definitely try to find that book, though I live in Serbia, I doubt there is one, but I will search. If you say it can help me cope with disappointments and feel worthy of myself again, I will give it a try.
Yeah, I am sure that everyone of us has those moments of feeling blue, thinking about death, or hurting themselves in some way, just because it is really hard to just go on living if everywhere you look around, there are destruction, annihilation, disease, evil, disappointments, lack of love, no real friendship, families hate their members, people are envious of each other, there is no more humanity. But, the thing is that no matter how desperate life can look like, every morning when I wake up, I realise how lucky I am to just be alive, and have the chance to meet with this world that hides wonderful things. We just have to be lucky and patient enough to meet those things.
Thank you for the suggestion.

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