After coming down and staying clean now for four years (yay willpower) I can actually look back on the times I detox'd and came down in that spiral of doom, heading for the floor. From being irritable all the time to wanting to cry and shake back and forth, I literally was a roller-coaster of self-disappointment and loathing. I also noticed I grit my teeth a lot from this and oftentimes would end with bleeding gums as a side effect. After going to my doctor to help me take it easier on my detox since I didn't want to/could not enter rehab at the time (as none were around) so I kicked it ala "Cold Turkey" style. I can still to this day remember the piles of sweat on the bed and those fever dreams I had while cleansing myself out. I still would go through with it even on this day.