I currently am an IV drug user. My drug of choice is dilaudid. It's an 8mg pill. 8mgs may not sound like much, but its a very powerful pain pill. I do anywhere from 2-5 pills in a day depending on how much money I earn that day. Each pill costs $30 so you can see that it's eating away at my pocket. I am so far in debt I cant even begin to know where to start. I recently also got arrested for possesion of parfinalia which landed me in the level 1 program which is a 6 week program where I have to take 4 random UA's and do a lot of online course work. My life is a spiraling mess and it's only getting worse. I wake up every morning and go to work. My soul purpose in going to work is to earn enough money to get pills and gas and then go home and start all over again the next day. I'm quite literally working to feed my habit. i work two jobs and by the end of every day I am lucky to have $5 in my pocket. I recently went to a doctor to begin the suboxen program. I have been taking it part of the time but have not yet started taking it every day. I do plan to eventually Get to that point I just haven't reached that point yet. I'm not quite sure wht makes me want to continue on this path as it's clear it's getting me no where. I hope that some day soon all of this will change and with the support of others it may come sooner than I can imagine. Wish me luck!