I'm sorry if I'm posting this in the wrong place but it's on my mind and I'd like to share in hopes to get some feedback. Today I found myself thinking about the time I've wasted while drinking and smoking cigarettes. These are moments I can never get back. I started thinking to myself "why would things like this even exist"? Instead of looking at my own will power and the products themselves, I thought more about the providers of these habit forming poisons. It's almost like they want you to drop everything you're doing and rely only on their product. I found that the same goes for anything that can cause a person to break routine and give in to the weaknesses that most of us have. Porn, smoking, drinking and drugs are all manufactured to keep us weak. I'm not saying that everybody who works in these industries is a bad person, but it just seems so sinister. It's scientific that these things are addictive and hurt us yet they are packaged to look fun and enjoyable. I'm not trying to pass the blame as far as my addictions and my actions, but I think it's okay for me to be angry at the powers that be. I'm just a bit angry today, at myself mostly for falling for the tricks and the lies, but also at our fellow humans who strive on our pain and our sickness. Thanks for reading Sorry again if it's in the wrong place.