So I was on vacation in Cancun for a week at an all inclusive resort. Every pool had a open bar, the hotel had 3 open bars inside and even the beach had an open bar. Every where we went servers had trays full of drinks or were walking around taking orders. The room we were in had liquor bottles on tap and a fridge full of beer. Though I drank moderately the entire trip I was far from drunk at all, but on the last night I just wanted to get black out wasted. I was there with my boyfriend who has never had a drink in his life so I know it would have turned out badly. The temptation was almost tangible. Do you get this way?