@Joshstillclean I think for me it is too often, and lately I do not like the feeling. I get anxious and start to think.. and I overthink normally but when I smoke I get lost in my head deep. And yesterday I was thinking about party where I got totally drunk. And I did not remember some things. And nothing came back. No real memories.. but I started thinking about what I could have done while drunk and the worst thoughts came to my mind, and I know it is not true but it feel so real! And now I am paranoid It was true. And I cannot explain to myself that I thought, it is not true. And I am tired of smoking weed. It makes me feel worse. Yesterday I promised I will stop otherwise I will go insane.