I admit, there have been times in my life when I just wanted to close my eyes and somehow never wake up again. I have often contemplated suicide over the years and fallen into the deepest end of my personal hell. But even in my darkest hour, I always felt a presence of light around me, comforting me, telling me that trying to escape this reality is only an illusion, as life will continue in a different form, and that I am responsible for all my actions, on every level. I still fall into those unknown depths from time to time, but I don't worry so much anymore about not being able to climb out of them. I go with the flow. I cry, I let myself be depressed. I even hurt myself by thinking intensively about the mistakes that I made in my life, and the consequences that my actions had. I can only accept my sadness and loneliness when I go right into the center of it all... And you? How do you deal with those shadows inside you?