Have you ever been felt humiliated in your life? It feels bad right, and often people credit it from your weakness. Take for example that because you are weak, you are not able to control yourself and so you yielded to addiction. People blame you for what you are. If what and who you are turned out not admirable, people look at you with disgust instead that they help you. So you feel to yourself that you are humiliated. So instead that you ask help from them, you'd rather keep it to yourself while feeling humiliated and share your scuffles with no one. This is really hard and deeply saddening. Sometimes I feel like I just wanna give up and commit suicide. But I think even if i committed suicide, Id be more humiliated and people will look at me again as weak and not as a troubled man who needs help.