There I was many months ago, giving advice to others in this forum how to deal with depression. And here I am today, feeling gray and hopeless. My life circumstances have been somewhat difficult, and they've ground me down over the last few months. At times I feel like I am a robot, just doing my daily tasks and trying to connect with something bigger that, at the moment, I don't seem to be able to reach. When times are tough, old memories of even tougher times tend to resurface. And that's where I am at in this moment. I feel some old anger towards things that are long in the past. But recent events just brought them up again. How come that anger is still there after so many years?