I didn't think I had a problem drinking until my "going out for a couple" turns into a full fledge bender. Seems like every time I drink now. And then from there it turns into gambling half my bank account away and then buying cocain because I get so hammered literally all self control goes out the window. I feel like the lowest piece of garbage on this earth. I Made an appointment with a therapist who I will be seeing in a couple weeks and I hope that helps. I'm nervious about talking to people ,but thinking maybe AA would be something to seriously consider, has anyone ever gone to AA and does it help?