Hi everyone. Never thought id be here. Anyways ill get right into it... I broke up with the father of my daughter last October when our daughter was barely 2 months old. We had been together for 4 years and were engaged to be married. I was very much in love with him. I must of been in some kind of denial looking back but I can say 100% never suspected him of using meth. okay so after pretty much a mental break down on his part, him loosing his job, not coming home some nights and an incident with up a gun I left him with our daughter and moved out of state back to my parents house. 2 months later he got arrested for violating probation in December and has been in jail ever since. We have spoke maybe like 10 times on the phone and he finally admitted he was doing meth while i was pregnant and then after she was born obviously. I don't know anyone whose ever done meth before. I'm from an area where that isn't even a drug people do...(we were in Georgia when he was doing it ..no longer live there) and I have no experience with addicts. He wants a second chance . to make things right . etc. Says he still loves me. I think its all a bunch of lies and I trust nothing he says. Do you think he will ever change? Is it possible that he could become a stable person and father figure or am I wasting my time and should cut him out permanently? I am so torn and probably sound pretty stupid as you are reading this. I am disgusted and hate him for lying and using drugs behind my back and still deep down care about him. But I love my daughter more and will always choose her safety and well being over anything to do with him. I am just so torn and have no one I can talk to about this.