There is really one way to start getting yourself clean. You need to distance yourself from the friends that you do the stuff with. I mean no contact at all. The best thing to do is actually move to a different town and start over. I personally moved to a different state and just started over. It really works. Where I moved I was back to my old self and no one knew about my past use. I have been clean for about 4 1/2 years.