You all (especially my peeps like dean, dominica, true) mean so very much to me. I am very grateful we all have found each other and support each other. I hope you have a clean & sober & happy thanksgiving. My plans are to take my 2 fur babies and husband to my 1:45 NA meeting and then pick up my mom and go to my older brother & sis in laws for dinner. I don't eat turkey so this is for me a little obligatory and I'd rather be home chilling but I isolated so much with my drugs that this is good for me re setting my neuropaths for new thinking and behavior! I'm checking out off things like the computer for a couple of days to just rest and re fuel....so I am writing this today although I get notifications from the site which is good. I was thinking we could start a little gratitude thread for today and tomorrow at least...if anyone wants to join in? I am grateful for this site and its members That I am not in active addiction and that my thoughts are just thoughts that pass For my lifestyle I could enjoy if I stay grateful and clean For my family and my dogs That I didn't load my day up with too many to do's and can slow down That I can change the things I don't like about myself xo, me.