Crawl out of the hole and stay out Knitmehere. Ultimately that's what we should all want in life; crawl out of these dark holes and stay out. Often from everything I have read and seen about addiction, it's easier said than done. Still you can win the fight.
You said you stayed away for a long time. Based on what I have learned here, you're going to be better off staying as far away from drugs as possible for good. You spoke of your experience as a child growing up with your parents and what you were exposed to that might have contributed to your addiction. It saddens me when we parents don't give our children the best foundation possible.
As a parent, I am going to encourage you to stay clean for your child and your own well being and set the best example you can as a parent. I am sure more experienced persons will be along to welcome you to the forum and provide you with some specifics to staying on course. In the meantime, I'd like to respectfully suggest you keep an eye on 'friends' who would invite you over and over again to use. Welcome again.
Last edited: Sep 28, 2015