Last year I was asked by an aunt to take a particular anti spasmodic medicine to ease stomach cramps during my periods. It took away all traces of pain and discomfort with some twenty minutes of swallowing the pill. At first I didn't quite realize it. However after taking the medicine for a few months consecutively, I began to understand what the blue capsule was doing to me. The pill made me enter into some kind of numbed out trance state. For a few hours nothing in the world seemed to matter. Everything felt peaceful and in its place. It was happiness. It was some mega massive kind of "alright-ness" with life and the world. My first reaction to this realization was fear, thinking along the lines of coke and other capsuled chemical drugs. later I read up online and found out that these are highly effective tranquilizers that can even cause neural failures if taken in lethal doses. I never take this medicine unless I absolutely need it. But I cannot help but secretly crave the feeling it leaves me with every time I take it. Have you heard of this medicine?