Hello everyone, I have been addicted off and on to oxycodone for the past 6 years. I got clean back in March of 2017 and remained clean until January of this year. Now I have been drawn back into the hell of abusing pills. No one in my family knows of my struggle, not my wife, my parents, my brother, or friends. I guess I have done a good job of keeping it hidden from all the important people in my life. I want more than anything to get clean. The last time I did it with no rehab, no counseling, no treatment. I went cold turkey, got myself off of the stuff and was happy with myself. Now I have found myself back into using 100 mgs at a time. I am on day 4 today and experiencing the hells of withdrawal. I needed to talk to someone so I researched drug forums. The anxiety and no sleep is what kills me, along with the shame an embarrassment of knowing I am secretly letting everyone that means something to me in my life down. Any help and encouraging words are appreciated.