Please help me decide the smartest move for my recovery. I almost had a year clean (went to inpatient rehab). I felt so strong in my recovery and after 7 months clean I slipped and had a drink and got kicked out of my sober living house. I'm staying with family now until I find a job and can move out on my own. Well this family member lives a few doors down from my old drug dealer. Well now my slip has turned into a full blown relapse (doc, alcohol, and more). This D.D. does not care what I am risking (children, job, housing, everything I've worked for, my life!!). I've rallied support in the NA rooms, was honest with my sponsor and support system. I detox for a week and then I'm back at the D.D. house getting more...and the cycle continues. I do believe in putting my recovery first . Should I move again to escape this proximity to temptation? But I have no where else to live. What else could I do to maintain sobriety while I'm here? At any weak moment, I can run down the sidewalk...I'm running on self-will and it sucks. I've been to 6 meetings this week and I hear the message and I was so bad to be clean, but I continue to get high. I'm really scared of the consequences! Please give me advice on what to do. I know recovery is an inside job. But, with the devil downstairs it's just so easy to give in. What can I do to stay away? I'm praying for strength. Thank you for any advice!