I recently had the shock of seeing a friend after she had been to rehab. She got old and grey, looked very tired and also looked as though life had been sucked out of her. Her eyes looked so sad and the lines on her face looked as though they had big stories to tell. It took a while for anyone to notice that she was doing drugs and the people around her ignored it or believed that it was the last time until it was the last time after an evening of being arrested. When I got to speak to her she told me that she felt worthless and that life had just not given her what she expected it should have been. It got hard and she was under a lot of pressure and that is when she decided to start using to escape for a while and to give her a boost to continue in in her own world. Unfortunately that did not end well for her but she has now been in rehab and she is on a road to recovery with help and support from those who love her. You should never feel that you are not worth it and that others are above you in any way but most importantly is to know that no drug or alcohol can change your life....only YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE, and it is up to you to decide where you would like to be and accept nothing less than what you wish for.