Hello. I am a drug addict. I had six years clean but then relapsed and now I don't know what I want anymore. I relapsed because I was lonely. I went through 6 years in the rooms without a girlfriend or sex. I still don't have those things but I felt like I had given up everything I enjoyed and if I couldn't have a girlfriend or wife at least I would start drinking and smoking a little weed again. I am not having any problems with my drinking and smoking other than the money I spend. Also I'm sure my family is disappointed in me. They were proud of my clean time when I had it. I do miss the fellowship of the rooms as I did have some good friends there. Thanks.