I've been clean for some time now but I still struggle with wanting to use mostly because I have so many people in my family that do. It gets tiring hearing about their pill problems. They switch pills with each other, lend each other pills, and buy pills off each other. My own mother has even asked me to ask my grandmother if she could bum a few pills off her. Then I'm the one that has to take the pills to her. It just baffles me how I was so looked down upon when I was using nut everyone turns the other cheek for these family members. Do you deal with a similar situation? If so how do you cope with it?