Many people enjoy being drunk. Is drinking until you become drunk binge drinking? Is getting drunk two nights in a row binge drinking? When do we decide what binge drinking is? Isn't the first step to recovering from being an alcoholic admitting the problem? How do you decide if it's a problem if it's up to you? I don't consider myself an alcoholic but I am a heavy drinker. Is that the same thing without confessing it to myself?