Ever since I've participated and involved myself in this community, I have grown to love and understand the value of life and each person I come across with-- online, in the streets and at home. I have learned to research and study everything (almost) I need to know and understand about substance abuse and the psychological and physiological aspects. Honestly, I do come to grips with not understanding at all! And that leads me to frustration-- to tears about why do our loved ones--our friends, choose the bad things, the bad path that harm themselves and hurt loved ones? Sigh... So, how do you motivate? How do you encourage? Why do you even willingly "bother"? What have been your resolves since you came to the community on site?