I think I needed her more. And I believe my fall into crying from the morning til night was too much for her to bare.. I will apologize to her when I get a little better. She needs to know I am hard on them because I was left to raise her without my mom. My mother died when she was 4 months. And it was only then I realized that this world doesn't give you hugs and kisses. But I'm sorry I wasn't stronger. Her dad and I grew from children to adults. But I love her dearly.