I don't want to type this but I must

I am stubborn in ways,ignorant in other's but always honest regardless of how it distorts my image

remember you cant fall back on youth and youll pull through jsut fine.
ive been there bro you heard me on the phone balling my eyes out when i was coming off of valium and xanax i think -might have beean valium and H - point is i know it can be doen and i know you can do it. just have ot go into it with a no giving in attitude. you know

Has anyone ever wondered,why I have more threads than anyone else?

HONESTY....cannot distort ones image. only the opposite

i struggel daily. before i knew about drugs i would hold my breath as a little kid just to FEEL somthing different its in me so deep i cant chage it only learn how to deal

I do know yet I also understand the true importance of support and not feeling alone even though in those nights we are alone unless there is another me out there that will devote sun up till sun up for the benefit of another.

and i have had a couple fingers put back on and my hands are numb for the most part overlook the tyos i do my best but my fingers get tied up sometimes

I believe my comment on active addiction and maturity is true for all addicts,I single no one out,but my brother you are not alone,I'm almost 39 and as mature as a 25 year old

Is this true?

100 percent. working at a body shop. cut on sheet metal

then the whole shot myself with a framing nail gun. yeah i did stupid thigs for opiods. the first was an accident though

Damnit man I had a thumb sown back on WTF are we doing?

being immature probaly. and not looking where that razor was i got cut so bad with one of those long knives you take a windshield out with. then got oxy for that and broke the stiches open at work...so stupid

I cut my thumb off using a razor blade to stripe window tent with brake cleaner to melt it

that stuff works but it will amke that blade snap when it gets cold

I hope and pray 1 day there will be real trust,not almost real trust but real 100%,I have publicly logged the most fucked up details of my life hoping for a little faith and I have received it,but the fight I choose is for humanity which doesn't make me popular by no means and I don't care because even a hardcore conservative has a little liberal in him

Yes it will and that's what happened, blade snapped,thumb off

I'm starting to see flaws in my conservative view points and I struggle because people are suffering