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Discussion in 'Alcohol' started by True concern, Nov 11, 2019.

  1. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    im neither. im not ever really American when i think about it because what is american? yes i was born here but most of my family from both sides came from scotland and ireland.
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  2. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    humaity i think is battling addction- to hate. does humanity have reach rock bottom? i hope not.
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  3. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    my great grandmother wasnt even legal!
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  4. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    A great question, one hell of a conundrum
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  5. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    back to your reach out bro i really am concerned for you.
    how can i help from here?
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  6. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    Answer me this.. What is legal?Did you know the entire world other than Russia agreed to allow the U.S. control the IMF?That's why we fight everyone's wars,it's part of the deal,we control the money,we fight the wars to liberate other's only the view of liberation takes on many sets of eye's now with different opinions
  7. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    I'm ok brother,I don't really have an answer for you,it's really on me and once this job starts I obviously can't drink in the early hours of the day so it will correct itself
  8. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    I'm off for now,I'll be on in probably less than an hour
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  9. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    yes but we dont control the money most odnt see or want too see that.
    true but the dollar is worthless. and i think legal- no she was not- so am i?\
    they asy i am i am a dirrect decendant of a no-legal citezen who istnt considered a citesen. went to college heere on gov't funds...its f'd up bro i dont know.
    thake that back i do know. technically go back and i should have to do the paperwork. but a generation in and i dont. its messed up..
    i have blue eyes and blond and red hair, somehow that makes me more "American"...
    but my dad adn uncle are both vets and both lost ALOT durring vitneam, so cant say we didnt stand up for good 'ol USA.
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  10. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    k ill check in
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  11. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    My dad is a Vietnam vet as well,he was in the major battle of the TUT OFFENSIVE he use to parajump right in the rice patties and shot his way out
  12. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    If by we don't control the money you mean we sold out to corporations than I agree,but how else do you get a 1 world government on the same page?Money?Women?Power?All the above?
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  13. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    You know I typed this out 6 day's ago when I was ready to discuss it but it took 6 day's for 1 response so I've kinda closed down since then,in all honesty I've been drinking to numb the "Smash"feeling I've been dealing with with my anxiety,depression, rage,frustration, sadness, etc,etc,etc.I don't want to hurt anyone that doesn't deserve it but I could smash people who hurt women and children all day long.Is that a fault?I d9nt think so but then again, who am I to say who's deserving of a beating and who's not?I guess to an extent it's what's in your heart,however that doesn't necessarily make it right so I numb with alcohol because honestly who losses a fight to a drunk person while their sober?I'm yet to see that so I guess I'm tranquilizing myself. A lifetime of abuse definitely fuels these feelings but in my head....these feelings are justified....though it's not my place to say
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  14. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    you can go to their website i dont wanna go there but oneworld government.com or gov
    any way check it out. you can even become a menber for free! (right now)
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  15. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    i agree. dont drink too much brother.
    i love you man
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  16. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    Bro I'm good to go,I'm here for humanity
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  17. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    It's kind of an open wound so I will do the best I can
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  18. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    I will be 2 short of a 12 pack by 4pm so odds are.....im gonna need to eat soon,but I'm opiate free lol...as if 1 vice is worse than the next,yet I keep fighting
  19. True concern

    True concern Moderator

    I won't lie pending divorce is really fuckin with me
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  20. Joshstillclean

    Joshstillclean Stupidity Exists - Fact.

    i remember that i had a fucking divorce and i waited and waited and all i could do was sit in the office of the notary public doing doubleshots in front of everyone.
    (not recomended)
    and the person i had as my witness was my sons furure mother.
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