Hey so this is my first post to a forum, but what prompted it was my visit to my doctor today. It made me start to think. If you are going to read and or respond to this I thank you for your time and advice and apologize about it being a long story. Please do not tell me to just stop something, Give me advice or let me know if I am in serious potential danger. I am a 23 year old male, 150 lb, average health. So the medications I am on are Paxil 20mg, Concerta twice a day 36mg then 18mg later and Klonopin .5mg to go to sleep at night. I have social anxiety disorder pretty bad and it stems mainly from my low self esteem, I am a good looking guy so its not about that, I just doubt myself and feel incompetent. I also am depressed and that is why I am on Paxil. Today my doctor recommended adding Abilify 2mg because I felt that the Paxil was not helping. I have been on Paxil for about 2 years now for the anxiety/depression (2 years of rotating SSRIs until I found the right one for me). My worry is that I smoke pot multiple times a day and use drugs recreationally. I am not an addict in any way, but once in a while I may go on a few day coke binge, or take a pain killer to kill the edge. This is not an every day thing, not even an every week thing. (I dont consider weed a bad drug, although it is a drug). The way the doctor explained Abilify was that it regulates the levels in my brain, if I use drugs will that screw me up? My main two concerns: Is my doctor over medicating me? It hasnt made me much happier but then again idk.... Concerta is a must for me. Will smoking pot or using other drugs kill me?