Should have been over the come down hours ago. Called a hotline, helped to talk for a little while. Called my husband to confess my problem - again. Want so bad to end all of this. Trying to get over the comedown and fall asleep. Had several drinks, swallowed every sort of pill that made sense in the house (even the dogs' old medication). Not sure what is now causing the symptoms - stressed out, heavy breathing, dizzy, blurry vision, throwing up...Just want to feel 'normal'. Tired. Scared. Overwhelmed. Have to change. Ready for change.