So after my relapse a little over a month ago my uncle left the home and went on a major Meth binge lasting about 5 week's, he returned 2 day's ago,lost approximately 20lbs,covered in dirt a filth,hadn't showered once the entire time and his mind was slipping but being awake for 5 week's will do that.The ground rules were laid out again."No Dope Allowed PERIOD In Our Home"and I could see the depression and worthlessness he felt on his face,I am unable to hate or not help even after what I've been through with him so I got him some clean clothes,told him to shower,made him a place to sleep,and have been making sure he eats 3-4 time's a day and after he just sleeps and probably will for 7-10 day's. I try not to care,I try not to let it eat at me...but it does so again he gets another chance to recover but this time will be a little different as his probation officer is on him about having to much spare time and now that she is hip to what's going on he has no choice but to get his sh*t together or go back to jail so he gets another chance with me and my family however if he goes back to the dope now he goes back to jail so I hope this will help him stay on track this time as I only want the best for him but at the same time he must help himself.Caring is tough
Last edited: Oct 14, 2018