Don't try to run away from your problems, don't start to take drugs and/or drink alcohol. Running away from problems is never a solution and as soon as you'll release it then the sooner you will face your problems with your head held up high. You have your family there for you, and your good mates out that are willing to help you. Don't neglect them, and search for help if you're going through a tough time. You have more people around you than you think you do, and all of them care about you .