Hi! I'm new here so if this is in the wrong section, feel free to move it. I don't want to divulge too much information, as I am slightly paranoid. My DOC has left me that way after starting it several years ago. It is something that would only appropriately fit into the "other substances" category. So I started outpatient treatment late last year after being discharged from rehab. I slipped up a few times (4 or 5), and my counselor has been pushing me to enter a long term treatment program. I don't think my case is that severe, as they were each isolated incidents. The last time I went in and told him I had used the previous weekend, he told me that I would no longer be able to receive treatment from this place. That was my last chance. I had been clean for a month and a half before I slipped up last week. I quickly came to my senses and got rid of everything I had bought, paraphernalia and all. Is it okay if I keep this incident to myself? I have a guilty conscience. I will go see him on Wednesday. The thing is, I've called and talked to people from the rooms and my sister, who has my best interest at heart. I'm calling people for support. On the other hand I need the support my counselor and the groups that this outpatient treatment provides. Help?